Sunday, January 27, 2019

'Transformed' published

I have completed the referenced story.

12,600 words, $4.30.
 

http://www.lulu.com/content/e-book/transformed/24352785


As noted in my January 14th post, the story is also available directly from me, PDF format, payment through Paypal.

Email me at chris_bellows@hotmail.com if there is interest in direct purchase of this story or any other Lulu published story.

Enjoy

Saturday, January 26, 2019

'Transformed', Snippet Two

I lie staring at the ceiling, even head motion limited. Most hospitals have televisions as I have so often told myself over the days. When I inquire, the tending nurse just smiles and nods, explaining that I am not in a hospital but a clinic. When I inquire what kind of clinic there comes an ominous smile and words urging me to rest.

‘All will be for the better,’ the advisement so matronly as she one by one releases a limb and offers a sponge bath.

The system of binding is impressive. Each cuff and strap is pulled to tautness through a buckle. A metal post is then slipped through a grommet hole, holding firm the tether, the post then capped by a powerful magnetic disk. Such is removed only by she with a small and simple device which temporarily reverses the magnetic field for quick release. As a result, limbs, waist belt and head gear can quickly be unfastened... and of course resecured... for bathing... and most gratefully to counter cramping.

So the hours of silent immobility bring thought. How did I get here?   

Memories... dinner with Taylor at a posh restaurant, Yvette’s, her favorite. Such has been rare since commencing divorce. Wine, a great meal, I try to be positive, civil in encouraging separation. I know she has a lover... possibly more than one. I hint that she can be free to socialize as she chooses, empathizing with her needs. No more clandestine rendevous.

Taylor... well... to be blunt... enjoys a certain... how shall I phrase it... aggressiveness in bed. And has on more then one occasion... ok... many occasions... suggested that in the size department the equipment of husband Maximilian Von Webring is inadequate. Our twelve months of conjugal undertakings before separation involved oral gratification... solely... with me as provider... never to receive reciprocation.   

So why not separate? I have assumed her resistance stems from her self image as an heiress, the supporter of museums, the appearances at charity black tie dinners, the memberships in snooty social clubs. Not only does divorce have stigma, but she certainly cannot drag before the aristocracy the bull studs with whom she prefers to fornicate.

No, I suppose up and coming public relations executive Maximilian Von Webring brings her a different form of status, relevancy in the world of business which dovetails with her eleemosynary pursuits.

But can I be sure?

The room door opens. Any diversion is welcomed. But the nurse just left and Dr. Gehorchen only visits daily.

In wheels a cart, pushed by a very pretty girl. Though dressed in white, she’s young for a nurse, most at the clinic middle aged, haughty and imposing.

“Good morning Mr. Von Webring. Your wife sent me.”

Seeing me so thoroughly bound seems to bring concern... initially. Yet in youthful aloofness, she quickly shrugs off my incapacitation and wheels the cart to my left side.

“I’m doing more and more guys these days. Used to be just at Halloween. But you know... this gender thing... it’s... well... guess we’re all a little confused...”

As I note the cart laden with various bottles, towels and small brushes, the girl palms my left hand and examines. She then smiles and turns her attention to the cart.   

“Guess I don’t have to tell you to stay still,” repressing a giggle. “They’ve got you tied down like some kind of serial killer. A Hannibal Lecter thing... though you’re not muzzled, ha, ha, ha.”

Her hands work my fingers... attention paid to my nails. It’s manicure I receive, taking her time, small talk ending.

Then the girl picks up a small bottle and shakes it.

“Your wife picked a nice shade. She said it would highlight your eyes... and it will,” the smile vibrant and charming.

With that the bottle is opened, held before my eyes, acetone filling my nostrils. Does the girl taunt?

It is nail polish!

“Lavender... very, very pretty Mr. Von Webring.”

Saturday, January 19, 2019

New short story, 'Transformed'

Not sure where this will ultimately go... just here on the blog or published.

Enjoy.

*****

Transformed

Copyright 2019

by Chris Bellows

“You’re healing nicely, Mr. Von Webring,” the handsome doctor grasping a well scrubbed bed sheet of pure white.

Lying supine, her hands hold the cloth up at my chest, veiling any view I may have as she visually examines my nether region. There was a time when baring myself there and being subjected to the scrutiny of a becoming woman would bring arousal. But not this morning... not last morning... and probably not tomorrow morning... her visits daily. 

I have been in a accident... at least that is what I have been told. And there seem to be complications... some misunderstanding... or whatever. For I am strapped in place. Wrist cuffs, ankle cuffs, thigh cuffs, arm cuffs, a broad waist belt, even a prosthetic high and well padded neck collar all hold me completely immobile. I am catheterized for sure, my bladder in no need of draining. I should be vehemently protesting, but oddly, I have not the strength. And more oddly, I just don’t feel like mustering the strength.

“And another injection for you,” the doctor reaching to a nearby tray.

“What is it doc?” even my voice seeming to be meek.

I inquire each time and never receive a specific response.

“You may call me Dr. Gehorchen,” her German birth and heritage evidenced by the Teutonic inflection of her surname. “We prefer our... patients... to be formal with us. We demand... and deserve... courtesy, Mr. Von Webring. Respectful courtesy.”

With that she flips over the right side of the sheet and presses the hypodermic needle into the side of my right cheek, smiling. I believe the term is Schadenfreude... but despite my own German heritage know nothing of the language. 

“Your wife will be visiting. You will be polite with her, yes?” again that look of Schadenfreude as the words come across as more of a command than a question.

I am about to correct the woman, but this subject matter has been discussed. In my state of languor I merely smile, feeling the spreading warmth of whatever has been injected.

I have been separated from Taylor Phipps for over a year. Thus I do not think of her as my wife other than as a matter of law. My suit for divorce is being contested and all attempts to come to terms are now negotiated between attorneys. Though I remain living on the sizable Phipps estate, I sleep and eat in the quarters over the large garage, designed for the chauffeur back when vast wealth and the fleet of horseless carriages required full time maintenance and repair.

It is now home, comfy and far enough from the main house that I come and go for many days without crossing paths with my estranged.

Stunning, erudite, well educated, wife Taylor... prospective ex wife... is an heiress. Old money earned in the steel business back when the metal was used to build just about everything... thousands of miles of railroads included. I don’t know the exact number, the bank and brokerage statements always kept from me, but the wealth probably approaches nine figures... no decimal point.     

And me? Well despite the regal surname, I’m a working slob, waitering tables to put myself through college, then in being glib... smooth... going into public relations where to date I have excelled. But not excelling and talking smoothly enough to convince Taylor to just sign the papers and separate.

So after suggesting we amicably part ways, my husbandly duties deemed inadequate based on evidence of her afternoon trysts, my attorney Pamela Harrison... as aggressive a divorce lawyer as known in the metropolis... advised me...

‘Go after the wealth. She’ll come to terms.’

And so began the war. I claimed millions of her money, Taylor decided to go after my income. And that is when I realized a rather egregious error in conducting our... my... financial affairs over the seven plus years of betrothal.

A cadre of Phipps family lawyers pointed out that I have been paying for everything, supporting Taylor in letting her wealth accumulate. With my six figure income such was not a strain. But now... if and when presented to a judge... Taylor can claim that I have been supporting her and to maintain her life style alimony of fifty percent is needed.

And my claim for her assets? Well, it seems the strategy of Pamela Harrison was a bit of a stretch. Assets acquired outside the marriage... such as inheritance... are not community property.

Yes, it was a bluff and it was called.

I have no savings. Every paycheck has gone to living expenses. Worse, in my field, the compensation road can become very rocky, at times even my glib personality not producing the sizable annual bonus which has in most years paid down the credit card debt.

So for over a year I have been living over the garage and paying the rent for the entire estate to the trust which owns the property. Yes in a tax scheme the turn of the century mansion and many attached acres were placed in an historic trust with the proviso that once it is no longer utilized by a Phipps family heir, it goes to the state as a public park or museum, or whatever.

So there you have it. The prospect of losing this divorce battle is daunting. No inheritance money. Half of my income to my wife. The need for a new place to live, since I will no longer be a Phipps family member. And should a bad year arise, impoverishment.

“I’d... ah... really like to move a little,” noting that the doctor is scribing on my chart, the ultimate task before departure.

“Were you addressing me?” the query gently goading as the room is otherwise empty.

Her hand returns to the right side of the bed, lowering. She pulls something and there comes an instant stab of pain, sending a message... of who is in control... and conversely who is completely at the mercy of an in charge woman. Yes, giving the tube a quick and easy yank translates to agony where a man feels most his vulnerability. I am definitely catheterized.

“Ah... yes, Dr. Gehorchen... are all these... ah... bindings... are such necessary?”

No objection to the tug, for some reason deciding to quietly cede to her authority.

“For now yes, Mr. Von Webring. The psychiatrist and your wife will decide otherwise.”

“But she’s not... we don’t live as man and wife.”

“That’s not how the court order reads, Mr. Von Webring. Ms. Taylor Phipps is your legal guardian in the even of your incapacitation... under law she has your medical proxy.”

“But I am not incapacitated!” the choice of words resolute but my tone so ineffectively humble.

Why?

“You are considered incapacitated until it is decided otherwise.”

“And who decides?”

Again comes that smile. One may consider it charming... assuming one is not so helplessly tethered, turned into a pin cushion, and subjected to such simple but torturous tugs of her hand.

“Your wife of course... in consultation with the medical staff.”

With that she leans, her perfume filling my nostrils, the scent not at all feminine.

“So you be a good gir... boy for us, Max,” her whisper readily interpreted as wicked.

Monday, January 14, 2019

Order stories direct?

I am considering offering my stories direct by email. Upon payment to my Paypal account the reader would receive any of the Lulu published stories in PDF format for $1.00 less than the Lulu price.

Please let me know if interested. Email chris_bellows@hotmail.com and I will provide the Paypal account info. I do not utilize this email account for Paypal.

CB

Saturday, January 12, 2019

'Diapered', Snippet Four

A Pensive Drive - David

So, yes, I finally muster the fortitude, posting at the quirky CFNM message board that ‘Erecting Dave’ will attend the Halloween party... to finally become more than an internet inquirer of shy and naive questions.

Heading to Hamilton, I calm myself, mindfully reiterating the sole instruction that serves to assuage my concerns. Males will enter the side door of the private home... purportedly a mansion... and there will be a table piled with cloth hoods. My only assigned task will be to slip one over my head. From there, features covered, will come feminine control.

I will be stripped naked.

Once again the notion brings dichotomous thoughts... concern over recognition, my participation possibly ending my career... the odd joy in yielding to assertive women who take such delight in male comeuppance.   

GPS makes the address easy to find. In nearing the house, a mansion indeed, the street is littered with cars. Many attendees are early... or so it seems. I am concerned with the bright lighting, deciding to park well away, my approach appearing to be that of a casual passerby should reservations develop or some interloper see my face.

Within moments, breathing heavily, the sidewalk brings me to the driveway. The side door beckons. I hear music and voices within the house. I see no one outside.

Concerns somewhat assuaged, I stroll quickly up the driveway. Upon entrance I am heartened to see the welcoming pile of cloth hoods. I immediately grab one and slip over my head, fingers adjusting to align the openings with my nose, mouth and eyes. No one has seen my face.

With that, from the top of a set of stairs, comes a female voice... firm... directing... casting no doubt who is in charge.

“Don’t dawdle. Get up here and be stripped.”

I look to see a shapely woman, age and other characteristics cloaked by the costume of ‘Wonder Woman’. I take a deep breath. Resigning myself, I ascend placing myself in feminine hands.

“Name?”

“Erecting Dave.”

“That’s Erecting Dave, ma’am.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

From a collection of stick-on labels, the woman finds my appellation, peeling it from the glossy base and firmly pressing it to the forehead of my mask.

“Go up the stairs. Get in line. Hope you’re wearing clothing easy to remove, as posted on the board. We tend not to waste time stripping a man. If tearing and cutting is needed... so be it,” nodding to where I see two men in wait outside of a doorway. “Hands on head. Do not touch yourself unless directed. No talking to other males. Wait your turn in silence. You’re here for the women.”

And so begins my evening of CFNM... clothed female... naked male.

The Party - Nicole

Such a beautiful home. Such decadent undertakings!

Donning a glittering white mask, friend Sarah guides me, Marie Antoinette, to a bedroom turned medical chamber... initially, I assume converted for the evening’s activities. But as I assess, some of the accouterments appear permanent, the home owners presumably engaging in kink more often than occasionally hosting the CFNM group.

A sizable gynecological chair centers the room, thick straps hint that its function is other than medical. Metal cabinets abound. Prominently displayed are catheters, enema bags and hoses, and other paraphernalia a homeowner normally maintains concealed. 

Sarah, curiously comfortable in being unmasked, takes command, her level of familiarity hinting that it is not her first visit to the capacious abode. She steps to a cabinet, opens and withdraws various items, assembling with professional alacrity.

“Send one in,” she calls out, smiling in anticipation.

“Remember Marie... I’ll call you Marie to assure your anonymity... women are in charge. Men obey. When you strip them of their clothing you also strip them of their dignity... and any semblance of authority. Say anything you’d like... do anything you’d like. As a first timer you’ll be amazed at the level of submission... and I think a girl of your... ah... propensities will enjoy.”       

A woman dressed as an Indian... probably Pocahontas... leads in what will be the first of a dozen or more naked males. She holds him by the hand... like a mother with a little boy.

Hooded, a white patch of paper stuck to the cloth at his forehead reads ‘Jack’. I must wonder if it is real name. The question is answered when I spy in small letters beneath the word ‘off’.

“Strap him down... let’s get to work. So many cocks... so many balls... so much needs to be revealed for inspection,” Sarah gleefully pointing to the chair. 

As eery as is the man’s silence, the cooperation is telling. So meek... so obedient. Within moments Pocahontas has the man chaired, limbs strapped in place... wrists... biceps... thighs... ankles. Between spread open thighs dangles the male package.

Something within tells me to look away... not bring embarrassment to the man with visual examination. But then I realize... this is what he wants... what he craves. And sure enough as Sarah approaches with a basin of warm soapy water, the penis... modest in size... twitches and begins to firm.

“Good,” quips Sarah, “get it out of the way of the razor.”

She pauses, staring intently, her glare obviously abetting tumescence. For the appendage grows and grows and finally points to the ceiling.

“It functions,” Sarah turning her head to me, “but it’s so tiny... unlikely to do a woman any good. But that’s why at most of these parties we have the likes of Jack masturbate for us. Isn’t that right Jack... off? You’re the number one wanker... or at least try to be.”

Flesh at the neck reddening, there is no doubt the words bring blushing embarrassment, the face beneath the hood I am sure turning crimson. But what is also without doubt... it is welcomed... the humiliation.

“Oh, yes, ma’am. I so much like jerking off for you... and the other women.”

Sarah applies soap, a straight edged razor whisks away a mat of short hair, evidently the pubes area recently shorn. At the last party?

Deed completed... neat, clean and professional... Sarah towels, handling the organs like the fruit of her allusion. Not a word of objection, even when testicle right then left is gently squeezed in close examination, the acquiescence is notable.

Finally there comes baby oil, bringing a sheen which attracts. Desired? Judging from the enhanced stiffness I would think yes... the need so warped.

“You’re going to really enjoy yourself tonight, Jack. Though you’ll not be jerking yourself off, you’ll not be disappointed... one of the other guys will be doing it for you. Mutual masturbation under feminine control. Bring you a sick thrill? It’s a contest... whoever comes first gets spanked. I have no doubt you’ll do your best to be quickly spewing like a whale... as disgusting as you are.” 

Sarah strolls to a sink and readies for the next naked male. Pocahontas releases the straps. I smile as in standing and moving to the door, the erection of the shaven Jack bobs about, readied to present itself to the cheering cadre of clothed women downstairs.

Next enters a tall man of color, build impressive, muscling toned. A thick penis swings about between thighs of tree trunks, the tip almost thumping his knees.

An alpha male, that of Sarah’s desires, he moves with noted confidence to the chair. At his forehead, the white patch of paper reads ‘Thumper’.

Aptly named.

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

'Adopted' published

I have published the sequel to 'Diapered'.

'Adopted', 21,200 words available at...

http://www.lulu.com/content/e-book/adopted/24282296


There will be one more snippet from 'Diapered' on Saturday, 1/12/19.

Enjoy

Saturday, January 5, 2019

'Diapered', Snippet Three


Just as a reminder, the story is available at...

http://www.lulu.com/content/e-book/diapered/24227124 

 

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An Enlightening Drive - Nicole

Marie Antoinette, me in costume, arrives at Sarah’s home a little early. I park and walk to the rear. There I can enter the back door to the kitchen where Sarah will most likely be gathering her keys and purse.

Being close friends, without knocking I enter to see she is oddly arranging an oversized cloth over a centered kitchen table, smoothing the white linen such that it not only covers the top but drapes almost to the floor.

I announce myself.

“Ah... Nicole, just give me a moment. Making sure Ed is... ah... tucked away and any errant visit from a neighbor does not bring concern. Never had curtains in the kitchen. I like a lot of natural light in the morning.

“Catherine the Great?” inquiring of my Halloween disguise.

“Close. Marie Antoinette... ‘let them eat pussy’,” I glibly proclaim with mocked royal panache.  

Sarah smiles with my satirical and bawdy permutation of the historical quote. She is wearing her nurse’s uniform, I suppose in sparing expense. Not overly creative... her work clothes... but then I realize it’s probably a more functional form of garb in having the duty of shaving the naked males.  

“And Ed’s not going out with the boys while you recreate?”

“I don’t allow it. Ever. He spent a long day cleaning the house. So he’ll rest... and finish cleaning when I get home. Won’t you Ed?”

In posing her question, Sarah flips up the table cloth at the far end, peering beneath. To her query I hear a garbled reply. Whatever the response, it is short and indiscernible.

A hand lowers. I see Sarah grasp something, slowly pull, and there comes more burbling, anguished.

“Oh calm yourself. I’ll be back in a couple of hours and have something to sooth that eager tongue of yours.”

Curiosity bids that I step forth. As Sarah rights the tablecloth I catch a glimpse. The sight both alarms and brings a quirky rush to a woman of my ilk... reserved misandry. For the table and covering cloth veils a steel cage... I assume designed for a sizable dog. But within is Ed. A naked Ed... and a slim taut cord tied to the front bars emanates from his mouth.

As Sarah again smooths the cloth, I can understand the concern over neighbors. Sans concealment, the scene would certainly give rise to unwarranted neighborhood gossip at best... calls to the authorities at worst.   

“Let’s get going. We’ll talk in the car.”

In exiting, I notice Sarah does not lock the door.

“In case of emergency, responders can more readily enter to release him.”

“He can’t get out?”

Sarah laughs.

“Of course not. Though the cage is only latched, he’s cuffed. No use of his hands. Plus I’d not want him releasing the tongue clamp. I stretch his most vital sex organ daily. The elastic cord not only lengthens but strengthens as involuntary attempts to swallow make him pull against it.”

I suppress my reaction... a combination of sympathy for Ed and admiration for my empowered friend Sarah. Dare I disclose the twinges beneath the many folds of my regal eighteenth century gown?

To the car, Sarah starts the engine, quickly reversing down her driveway, the nimbleness impressive. With a couple of turns, we’re on the open highway to Hamilton, the easy drive fostering conversation.

“Is he caged often?” I cannot help asking.

“Depends on my schedule and the housework. But yes. What little idleness I permit is spent in bondage. Keeps him humble and eager to please when finally released. It’s best for males like Ed. And you’ll be meeting a bunch tonight. Beta males... mainly. Though on occasion there will be an alpha male... a well hung stud who likes entertaining the ladies. For those it’s a different mind set... a different dynamic. And most of those types are bisexual. I kind of think the likes of them enjoy the other naked males as much as being adulated by the women.”

“I was not aware of the change... in your... ah... relationship with Ed.”

“Necessary. When he lost his job and I began to work lots of overtime to cover the bills, he had to take over the domestic duties. Things evolved from there... when I realized his enjoyment. The more demanding I became, the more subservient was his reaction.”

Sarah glimpses my way and smiles.

“Plus, as you know, there was the sex part... being satiated. Not easy with a girl like me.”     

Sarah is a woman of size. Tall... and though not obese... wide... at the shoulders... at the hips. We have on many occasions had discussions... prurient and frank girl talk... about a woman’s need for vaginal penetration. As a medical type, Sarah would very explicitly explain the friction element during copulation... that much is required for ultimate climax. That size matters.

It was then that she strongly hinted husband Ed was incapable of providing. 

For me, the penetration thing has always been... well... blase. If demanded... which I have come to avoid... it’s tolerable. But my orgasms more facilely come with labial manipulation and the gentlest stimulation to my clitoris. Guess down there, every girl is different.    

“So of the three main things a woman needs for happiness... Ed provides one... domestic servitude in laundry, cooking, and cleaning... I provide another... money and financial stability... and the third... well... but for the twice monthly journeys to Hamilton... I’d be without.”

“So for you, this CFNM is more than an entertaining show?”

“Think of it as grocery shopping, Nicole. You’d never buy fruit and vegetables without examining first, would you?”

I shake my head.

“No, Nicole, you want to give things a little squeeze first. Make sure it’s ripe. And that being said, I hope on the return trip home some company will not bring concern... a bag of... shall we say groceries... ripe plums?”

I stifle a bawdy giggle, offering concurrence. In silence, we continue to Hamilton, my heated thoughts warming my loins.